Friday, November 25, 2005
pardon me for not blogging for quite some time. well, time to dust my blog now. alright, EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! time to do some clean up of my stupid messy bedroom, time for meet-ups with my friends, time to play, time to shop!!! and i want a movie marathon, ktv marathon and eating marathon some fine days!!!
had been loitering out till late nights and being a bad girl. despite my mom's countless and never-ending nagging sessions, i still go against the odds! oh well, she should know me. and i`m a grown up already, not some toddlers that you still need to feed. gonna find a job perhaps in dec or after dec. but till then i still gonna feed myself with my pathetic savings. so dearie might have to look into this perhaps??? *ahem ahem* but these few days i`ve decided to stay home so i can sneak out next week. lolSs.. next week gonna accompany dar to buy prezzies, maybe gonna meet qian and candice, helen, my jc gang. i want a jb trip as well. bleahs.. how nice if dearie can drive me in and out, no need to take the stupid buses. but dearie has no sense of direction at all, so the bubble`s popped!
tomorrow nasee's having a gathering at her house and few of us had been invited. well, time to meet up also. have`nt seen some of the guys in class for a year already! i really miss them. and oh dear, hopefully i won`t eat too much tomorrow. had been putting on lots of weight already after the supper marathon the past 2 weeks. but thank god that i can cut down on fast foods `cause i need not mug in mac anymore!!! but seriously lahs, me, pearl and dar want to try the shaker fries. *hints dearie* i can eat and work out after that i supposed, if i`m that hardworking enough. kekeSs... kinda lazy to update more now, will be back soon i hope. hahaSs.. anyone wants to chill out, ask me!!!
`updated, dar.
5:21 PM
pardon me for not blogging for quite some time. well, time to dust my blog now. alright, EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! time to do some clean up of my stupid messy bedroom, time for meet-ups with my friends, time to play, time to shop!!! and i want a movie marathon, ktv marathon and eating marathon some fine days!!!
had been loitering out till late nights and being a bad girl. despite my mom's countless and never-ending nagging sessions, i still go against the odds! oh well, she should know me. and i`m a grown up already, not some toddlers that you still need to feed. gonna find a job perhaps in dec or after dec. but till then i still gonna feed myself with my pathetic savings. so dearie might have to look into this perhaps??? *ahem ahem* but these few days i`ve decided to stay home so i can sneak out next week. lolSs.. next week gonna accompany dar to buy prezzies, maybe gonna meet qian and candice, helen, my jc gang. i want a jb trip as well. bleahs.. how nice if dearie can drive me in and out, no need to take the stupid buses. but dearie has no sense of direction at all, so the bubble`s popped!
tomorrow nasee's having a gathering at her house and few of us had been invited. well, time to meet up also. have`nt seen some of the guys in class for a year already! i really miss them. and oh dear, hopefully i won`t eat too much tomorrow. had been putting on lots of weight already after the supper marathon the past 2 weeks. but thank god that i can cut down on fast foods `cause i need not mug in mac anymore!!! but seriously lahs, me, pearl and dar want to try the shaker fries. *hints dearie* i can eat and work out after that i supposed, if i`m that hardworking enough. kekeSs... kinda lazy to update more now, will be back soon i hope. hahaSs.. anyone wants to chill out, ask me!!!
`updated, dar.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 5:21 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
Saturday, November 12, 2005
i really enjoyed myself last night!! there are a great deal of people i wanna thank. first and foremost, darling winnie and kl for buying a cake for me despite of their tight budget. secondly, xinni, who rushed all the way down from ntu to hougang just to surprise me with a bouquet of flowers. thirdly, jx for giving me the surprise of having another cake plus another big bouquet of flowers and the balloon to put up a show before giving me the surprise!!! next, how can i forget people who attended?? that includes pearlin, hazel, wanting, huishan, weiquan and jeremy. THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME A MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION, REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS!
i think i`m really blessed with such a good bunch of people around me. jx, remember i want the photos ok???? angie called me just now. she's treating me to ice cube`s ice-cream!!! thanks sweets. anyways, it`s angie`s birthday on monday, so i need to wish her a very happy 19th birthday! and ya, i`m looking forward to next saturday. celebration with my besties and "family". and not forgetting pris and gang. meet up after our exams!! as for today, i don`t think there will be any programmes. just slack at home or something? i haven yet eat a proper meal. so hungry. think i gotta go grab something to munch. before i go, thank you guys again. AND I ALMOST FORGOT, THANKS TO PEOPLE WHO BOMBARDED MY HANDPHONE WITH THE BIRTHDAY WISHES AND MESSAGES. thanks thanks.=)
YOU ALL PAINT MY WORLD!! =))
1:45 PM
i really enjoyed myself last night!! there are a great deal of people i wanna thank. first and foremost, darling winnie and kl for buying a cake for me despite of their tight budget. secondly, xinni, who rushed all the way down from ntu to hougang just to surprise me with a bouquet of flowers. thirdly, jx for giving me the surprise of having another cake plus another big bouquet of flowers and the balloon to put up a show before giving me the surprise!!! next, how can i forget people who attended?? that includes pearlin, hazel, wanting, huishan, weiquan and jeremy. THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME A MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION, REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS!
i think i`m really blessed with such a good bunch of people around me. jx, remember i want the photos ok???? angie called me just now. she's treating me to ice cube`s ice-cream!!! thanks sweets. anyways, it`s angie`s birthday on monday, so i need to wish her a very happy 19th birthday! and ya, i`m looking forward to next saturday. celebration with my besties and "family". and not forgetting pris and gang. meet up after our exams!! as for today, i don`t think there will be any programmes. just slack at home or something? i haven yet eat a proper meal. so hungry. think i gotta go grab something to munch. before i go, thank you guys again. AND I ALMOST FORGOT, THANKS TO PEOPLE WHO BOMBARDED MY HANDPHONE WITH THE BIRTHDAY WISHES AND MESSAGES. thanks thanks.=)
YOU ALL PAINT MY WORLD!! =))
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:45 PM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
rather true... got this quiz from pris's bloggie. so yup! this is me! yeah!
had my maths paper this afternoon. i thought it turned out to be alright, at least unlike last year, the paper was almost un-do-able! anyways, recently 3 of my close friends are attached already!! yeah!! super happy for them. especially will and von, and kl and dar!!! that xinni lehs, don`t even bother to tell us personally. she`s going to get it from us on my birthday celebration! oh yeah, my birthday is arrving. happy because it`s my birthday, sad because i`m getting old already!! *gulps* oh yes! thanks pals for that adidas jacket. thanks jx for giving up the last piece of my beloved jay chou album to me. kinda stressed at this point of time, not in the mood to update because i`m mad! well, i`ll be back one fine day lahsSs.. ciaoSs..
7:38 PM
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
rather true... got this quiz from pris's bloggie. so yup! this is me! yeah!
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 7:38 PM
1:38 AM
had my maths paper this afternoon. i thought it turned out to be alright, at least unlike last year, the paper was almost un-do-able! anyways, recently 3 of my close friends are attached already!! yeah!! super happy for them. especially will and von, and kl and dar!!! that xinni lehs, don`t even bother to tell us personally. she`s going to get it from us on my birthday celebration! oh yeah, my birthday is arrving. happy because it`s my birthday, sad because i`m getting old already!! *gulps* oh yes! thanks pals for that adidas jacket. thanks jx for giving up the last piece of my beloved jay chou album to me. kinda stressed at this point of time, not in the mood to update because i`m mad! well, i`ll be back one fine day lahsSs.. ciaoSs..
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:38 AM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
you are`nt the only one.
I AM GOING BONKERS SOON ALRIGHT!!!
it`s all my fault!!! MY FAULT!!!
can you see how lost i am too??
perhaps my acting skills ain`t bad.
i`m 19 soon and i can`t handle things well, i feel like...
well, nevermind.
it's just my fault ok????????????????????????
3:12 AM
you are`nt the only one.
I AM GOING BONKERS SOON ALRIGHT!!!
it`s all my fault!!! MY FAULT!!!
can you see how lost i am too??
perhaps my acting skills ain`t bad.
i`m 19 soon and i can`t handle things well, i feel like...
well, nevermind.
it's just my fault ok????????????????????????
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 3:12 AM
Rain down on me..
Friday, November 04, 2005
chinese is a very profound language i would say. some words contains double meanings or even mean more but some words only carry one meaning. perhaps similar in certain ways but it`s different! check the dictionary when in doubt.
am i so deprived to the point that i have to stoop to that low level? i`m really puzzled by myself. my heart and my mind does`nt seem to compromise with my words nor my actions. i tell my soul that i can only recollect, but it seems real rather than virtual. twins may be identical not only in looks but also personalities, but they are still different people. mirror images may be deceiving i warned myself. i simply do not understand why am i so obstinate!!! i regretted disclosing myself because it`s still too fast to judge and to conclude. i should have been more reserved. my opponent is still myself. i lost yet again to the rashness that failed me once. is an apocalypse going to strike? please be harsh on me if there's a need. apologising may serve no purpose i understand. but i`m too rash. reproach it on me. i`m such a b****. i`m still a kid i think. i just can`t think right. i don`t think i`m happy. i stepped back because i`m still afraid, still unsure. perhaps it`s friction, not chemistry. it strucked me because i`m reminded of that fatefulness. i ponder upon again and discover new thoughts, real real ones. perhaps i still need time, perhaps i hate answering fateful questions, perhaps, perhaps, perhaps... i don`t want to give myself anymore interrogations. i`m in disarray now. i need to set my precedences right. have i sinned???
i`m not a girl, not yet a woman.
i`ve realised it. that`s why i can`t make up my mind already.
2:19 AM
chinese is a very profound language i would say. some words contains double meanings or even mean more but some words only carry one meaning. perhaps similar in certain ways but it`s different! check the dictionary when in doubt.
am i so deprived to the point that i have to stoop to that low level? i`m really puzzled by myself. my heart and my mind does`nt seem to compromise with my words nor my actions. i tell my soul that i can only recollect, but it seems real rather than virtual. twins may be identical not only in looks but also personalities, but they are still different people. mirror images may be deceiving i warned myself. i simply do not understand why am i so obstinate!!! i regretted disclosing myself because it`s still too fast to judge and to conclude. i should have been more reserved. my opponent is still myself. i lost yet again to the rashness that failed me once. is an apocalypse going to strike? please be harsh on me if there's a need. apologising may serve no purpose i understand. but i`m too rash. reproach it on me. i`m such a b****. i`m still a kid i think. i just can`t think right. i don`t think i`m happy. i stepped back because i`m still afraid, still unsure. perhaps it`s friction, not chemistry. it strucked me because i`m reminded of that fatefulness. i ponder upon again and discover new thoughts, real real ones. perhaps i still need time, perhaps i hate answering fateful questions, perhaps, perhaps, perhaps... i don`t want to give myself anymore interrogations. i`m in disarray now. i need to set my precedences right. have i sinned???
i`m not a girl, not yet a woman.
i`ve realised it. that`s why i can`t make up my mind already.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:19 AM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
i think i`ve fallen. just a little. guide me step by step dear god.
if u bless me, don`t destroy me ok?
let IT lead the way. = )
2:17 AM
i think i`ve fallen. just a little. guide me step by step dear god.
if u bless me, don`t destroy me ok?
let IT lead the way. = )
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:17 AM